I was without a laptop for some time now & while using my tablet was decent, it just never felt the same. Now, i have new laptop, new goals (here we go again) and new ideas for my “coming back again” celebration! lol.
Yes, this is like my 100th time coming back and every single time I do it, I disappear again and again and again, it seems life just gets the best of me & totally honest, it is hard coming back as a blogger who was doing so well when she started — literally did amazing and then coming back just seemed so stressful because I didn’t know how to come back properly or what to do or write about. I was trying for a time to write stuff but it didn’t come from my heart, nor did I really put time into it. I want my “come back” for the 100th time to be real, to be deliberate, to be passionate again, and to be consistent and informative and reliable information. I apologize to my readers for letting you guys down when you stayed in touch and tried to continue supporting me. I don’t blame those who have chosen to drop off, because my content hasn’t been the same since 5 years back.. *sigh*
To be honest, i don’t know how to come back to blogging after being gone for so long, being inconsistent for so long, being here & then not here — if you know how to come back, share it .. because I am lost. I definitely am going to research this, because my brain seems at a stand still when I give it thought. This new laptop will be a new beginning once more, but I won’t lead anyone on this time, instead I will put less pressure on myself by saying, “I do want to come back”, this is my starting point but I don’t know how to go forth with it. I know we can’t compare old me to new me, but so many things have been at waist side because I haven’t put myself first and before I turn 30 next year, I want to learn to put myself first & follow my aspirations, hopefully it isn’t too late… but here I come.